Get the funk outta my face!!!

This summer has started off with me being in quite a funk. I guess it all stems from the fact that in March the douchebag attorneys I worked for decided it was totally ok to fire me for "excessive absences" for missing 5 days after my dad died. Therefore, this summer has thus far consisted of me becoming a Craigslist junkie. I'm on there multiple times a day searching through post after post looking for a job that just might work out for me. If an employer decides I seem worthy of an interview, I then have to hide the funk for a bit. I get to walk into a room where a person asks me a series of dumb questions and I get to act like I'm the greatest person ever and that they'd be asses not to hire me. When I don't get the job offer the funk usually comes back bigger and badder.

The funk has also turned me into a boring homebody!! I have no income so my social life has taken quite a beating. It feels like so many exciting offers and events have been thrown my way this summer that I've been unable to attend. I mostly sit at home which used to hardly ever happen. When I do venture out, the funk seems to come with me. The funk is not widely accepted in most social circles and makes me seem like I'm a bitter gal who's funk is throwing her the world's largest pity party.

The funk has possibly gotten worse because I am missing one of my guy friend's immensely!! Last summer this friend and I were inseparable. A few months ago, I made a comment to him that rubbed him the wrong way and he has been ignoring me since. I have texted/emailed/facebook messaged and have gotten no reply. It hurts my feelings that I could be written off so quickly without even an opportunity to fix the issue. I'm hoping at some point he comes to his senses and realizes that friendships like ours are rare and decides to reach out. Until then, the funk is completely comfortable taking his place.

Fall will be here before we know it and i'm hoping the funk will be long gone by then. I do not want this funk anywhere near me when I'm watching McNabb throw his first pass as a Redskin or the leaves start to change color.